everybody has been telling me that i’m no.1 sorpoh and silly girl.

i wonder if that’s true…

hrmpf!

I just got no time to update =(((

- update 23.10.09 2.31am -

it’s okay, i’ll just post a short update…

i’ve been so busy with the current musical in town &
have been receiving tons of phone calls/sms-es from morning till midnight!

My mind is constantly working and didn’t really get to sleep much these days.

thus, accident happened. bang-ed into a truck/lorry few days ago.

i’m carless now, so who want to fetch me to work, please buzz me.

i’m okay, just got a shocked & whip-lashed.. day after the accident, my neck and back hurts like hell and i went to work like a mad woman .. but i think i’m alright now..

so people, please do not drive if you do not have enough rest/sleep. *serious

met this lil devil @ theatre, he’s such a cutie! posted more photos @ my FB album..

till then..

p/s: please do not remind me about the bags under my eyes.

p/p/s: current mood: emotionally unstable.. i want to get rid of this fkin’ feeling!

had this over the weekend and i felt deeply in love with this:  peach + banana crumble..

i could almost taste it, somehow the taste is not quite there..

and i long for this taste, a taste that you’ll never know where it leads you to..

ahh… just like, love.

there are quite a number of people dislike me working in my current ahem, because they think that I’ve been tortured (ok, not the right word to use, but whatever, can’t think of any other words to replace this now) to the extend i can’t get to spend time with them.

no weekends for them, no night-out/yumcha sessaion, no msn chat, no nothing.

some only get to see me once in 1-3 months time..

i apologies for that as i’m very into it, it doesn’t matter whether i like it or not, that’s another story.

maybe its because i don’t simply make time for these people.

but i just wanna spend time, alone, doing nothing after work because I’m really exhausted, both mentally & physically.

i don’t feel like talking, or seeing anyone. well, if you pay attention to me, I’ve been pretty quite these days besides shouting/screaming @eripeng and sometimes what i twit about, doesn’t really make sense to anybody in the world.

perhaps, i’m just sinking rapidly without knowing! ok, maybe not lah!

whatever, typing this doesn’t make me feel any better.

time to go to bed..

uh, i’ve been contacting with a special someone @ FB.. after so many years of trying to reach this person (wad to do, lost contact ) .. this person inspired me alot! & also, this person soothed me with when I was in one of the very lowest point of my life.. thanks.. i hope you read this, T!

alrighty, i really need to get some sleep!