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forgiveness

Eri Peng — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 15:40:18 +0000

lyrcis: han jin tan @ invinsible men / 24herbs
music / arrange by: han jin tan @ invinsible men

good stuff! love it…

forgiveness is da key to happiness, people!
its only the beginning of the year, there’s already so many bad news / negativity vibes..
i’m sure you people are aware of the current local news…
its really upsetting to know what’s going on here, and, there….

will hope for a better tomorrow….

positivity, positivity, smile, happy face… : ))

good night all

“Forgiveness is the miracle of a new beginning” – JM

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Eri Peng — Mon, 16 Mar 2009 12:35:42 +0000

no description & the vid tells everything.

you might think that, this picture is not hard to take…

once you watch the vid, you’ll know how much we’ve ‘struggled’ to take a single shot … /lmao

select HQ to watch in High quality

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p/s: yes, its damn hilarious. laugh all you can, judge all you want. we don’t care. janji, we’re happy. hahahaha!

p/p/s: and oh, my mom actually enjoyed watching this. lmao

now

Eri Peng — Fri, 23 Jan 2009 16:46:56 +0000

this is very.. very important for me..

“ Miss Xxxx says:
live YOUR life “

” Unknown says:
live your own life.”

thank you guys.

******

btw,

HAPPY MOO-MOO YEAR TO YOU ALL…

hope y’all don’t work like a moo-moo…

Love,
Eri

Slice Me Nice

Eri Peng — Mon, 12 Jan 2009 14:56:59 +0000

I think I have never play an important role to anyone’s life before…

I have never been told that I’m important just yet. Isn’t it strange that I’ve have not been told for the past 20 years. (laughs)

I’m usually the second or third choice,
Or maybe, not even a choice to some people.

I treated everyone wholeheartedly, expressively, sincerely,

I care for each and individual living that I’ve known/met,

I listen to/work for important people…

So I played the role to the extreme as if I’m that important to them as well.

During my teenage life, I told myself that

“You know what, Eri, you have to be sincere, if not people wouldn’t know or even care about you. Be a good person and make them feel that you do care and love each and every single one of them even if they don’t return the love you’d given to them.”

Constantly, I give in, and he/she take.

It’s fine. Really. I don’t mind. At all.

Yeah, yeah, Call me altruist, stupid, stubborn, pigheaded, a girl with no character – at all.

And I used to think that,

“Hey, I’m pretty important to them eh!”

And all these thoughts of be in their shoe when they speak, feel as if I’m him/her,

It made me forget me, myself and I, literally.

I’ve become so selfless that I don’t even remember myself anymore.

I look at this crooked mirror and asked myself

“Who am I?”

Silence.

I am the one who would only think for people and FULL STOP. The End.

Seriously, I don’t see, people think, and feel for me these days.

Funny isn’t it?

Just when you’re about to give it all to people and you told yourself a million times that its okay, its alright, they will somehow feel it one day, soon. Even, if they don’t acknowledge your sincerity.

Then, all the negative thoughts rushes in and drives me crazy, mentally.

Silence.

Why do I speak to myself, unconsciously, about all this stuffs?

Oi, all the time, I have been doing this; to portray to be a good person and speak nothing awful about it.

A person is not human is it, now?

Cannot speak to oneself is it?

Cannot complain one is it?

What you care?

You just logged on to this weblog and read a post that has a lot of grammatical errors wtf

Seriously lah, who blog/type/write 100%-ly one. If you get what I mean, but anyway, this is not the case.

And

Before I type this out,

I thought that maybe, you just maybe lah,

If it seems to be too good to think for people, it probably isn’t. at all.

The ambiguity of this line is just so… urgh!

I, now don’t even know how to explain all these thoughts that are lying on my mind

for a very very long time…

After all, I’d still think that I’m not any closer to that important role in anyone’s life; in this world, in this society, in this place where I belong to be, and in this little delicate heart of mine.

Maybe, I should play the opposite, be the baddie, be less flexible, be so selfish that I don’t even want to eat fish anymore wtf, be ignorant, be less happy and jolly eri, be the strong-headed lady who have had a bad pms day wtf and the list goes on and on..

And in that case, people will remember me! People will think of eri, me, my existence and all.

Yea, I should consider about being that.

Making people happy is so tired. No?

You think so easy to make one happy is it?

No need energy to make it happen?

It’s very exhausting one okay if that person doesn’t appreciate your act.

Silence.

Maybe not.

I should just be me. And I know one day, in which case I don’t know when that will happen,

people will come and show me that they know my love, my sincerity.

And my honesty is no longer alien to people.

For now.

I, thank you, all, for listening.

Really.

Black out.

psst

Eri Peng — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 07:22:58 +0000

~~it hurts…~~

~~…so much~~

POSITIVE.. POSITIVE ERI!!!

I KNOW I CAN BLARDY GO THROUGH THIS SHIT!!!!

YIAKKKK…

i’m not getting let it bring me down and i MEAN it!

REALLY LOR,

I know I can do this AND I know i don’t need to repeat this so many times in my blog

cos its getting boring. and annoying.

BUT

really, it keeps me going, man, aw, it’s late and yeah, good night all! = =”

oh just to share with everybody out there, go and watch dis comedy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_BWQbKZ63Ss

it’s damn lawak okayyyy.. MUST WATCH eh..

TA!

I

Eri Peng — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 01:23:48 +0000

i just wanna be me..

fcuk stupidity

fcuk anything to do with lies

i repeat, i just wanna be ME.

oh,

i’ve been and i’m still enjoying my new house / new room / new bedsheet / new wardrobe / new kitchen wtf / new sofa / new dining table / new washing machine / new erm, i cannot think of any more right wtf

yeah, i couldn’t online still.. don’t ask me why because i’m too lazy to be bothered by the management…

went to his promo tour function yesterday and i enjoyed listening to his live singing performance… /superbig wet eyes

raymond lam is so soooo handsome and charming in real life…

actually, nope.. abang eugene lagi handsome la if you get what i mean

ta! enjoy your weekend and happy deepaaavali!

Open your arms, open your mind and open your heart.

Eri Peng — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 19:18:05 +0000

Actually, I’ve been contemplating a lot these days, and in the end, I thought of this beautiful phrase.

‘Life is, really about making choices’

It’s okay if you don’t agree with me

There are times when a person upsets me; I’d still carry on with a smiling face throughout the entire day.

Why?

Because I know that at the end of the day, I’m the one who is suffering and not them! I would like to say it once again, really, it’s not them, they wouldn’t know and they wouldn’t want to know.

So, yeah, why not, choose to smile instead, since it’ll bring you and the other party back to harmony & peace. Not forgetting, a smile can really keeps a fight away, really. /phew

It’s easy to be said than done, yeah, its true. And it takes up a lot of energy to actually just, smile and pretend everything is cool. Well, I’m positively practicing it every now and then. After all I’m not perfect and there is no one out there are categorize as the perfect one. Yeah, I’m here keeping my patience’s level still, heh.

You see some people thinks that I’m stupid enough to not know that they are taking me so lightly / carelessly / insensitively / whatever you name it-ly wtf. And yet, I know I couldn’t do a thing about it because it’s them.

Anyway, have you heard of Karma?

And if it keeps you happy for doing such bad deeds/manners/things to me or any human beings, then fine, it’s alright, go ahead!

I promise I will never do such a thing to you back because I have learned that, “what goes around, comes around”. I need not to do a thing to you because I know that what goes around, oh my god, really, comes around.

Remember, Make the right choice and smile.

open your heart, greet and speak with anyone wholeheartedly.

People can feel/sense it and they will definitely appreciate it.

p/s: i really appreciate the conversation we had earlier in the car. thanks.